Self-seeking In Cultural Root Search

This thesis takes the root-seeking consciousness in the cultural root-seeking thoughts as an internal clue,and uses Zhang Chengzhi's self-seeking inner motivation and mind to become the core,and combs Zhang Chengzhi's novel creation in the 1980 s.Through an overall examination of Zhang Chengzhi's particularity in cultural root-seeking,to explore its unique spiritual value and aesthetic significance.Zhang Chengzhi's special growth background,educated youth experience,national identity,cultural accumulation and mode of thinking have determined that almost all his novels are based on the exploration of the spirit of self-subject.He explores the mystery of the depths of his own soul,and supplements,integrates and re-creates his inner spiritual power resources at different stages of creation to interpret the perception of life and the meaning of existence.He put his anxiety about secular culture and his loss of individual spiritual value into the tide of root-seeking,and awakened the sleeping national consciousness in the cognition and grasp of self.The hatred of the doctrine of the mean,the aversion to the drifting,the anxiety about the sense of existence,and the desire to make up for the mental gap led to a complex and vague root-seeking impulse.The introspection of the national spirit,the difficulty of the self-ethnic group,and the emotional entanglement of the dual cultural identity made him smell the bitter taste while returning to the cultural maternal.At the bilingual border,he suffered from the pain of division.As a result,the fuzzy root-seeking impulse gradually became clear and clear.He began self-seeking in cultural root-seeking in individual loneliness and real dilemmas.Intention to find a spiritual way to save himself.It is this impulse of self-seeking that distinguishes Zhang Chengzhi from other root-seeking writers and forms his own unique root-seeking territory.He went to the Northwest alone,studied the history of his own people,reconstructed his spiritual homeland in blood identity,and imprinted the geographical map of self-rooting with his footprints.The spiritual layout is the spiritual clue presented in Zhang Chengzhi's historical retrospect and his contemporary outlook.Despite suffering and loneliness,his works are still full of passion for seeking and aesthetic tendencies,and form a unique style.Self-seeking is not a one-off process.Zhang Chengzhi constantly thinks and corrects in the long and complicated search.He gradually formed a tough self-personality,enriched his emotions,strengthened his vitality,and achieved inner freedom and balance in his spiritual exploration.In this difficult pilgrimage spiritual exploration,he holds high the banner of the light of life and builds the spiritual home of the self in the predicament,completing the exploration and consideration of self-meaning and life form.In short,Zhang Chengzhi started from his own emotional experience and along the trajectory of self-seeking,constantly deepening the inner relationship between the self and the world,and in the process of constant search,paving for the self,the nation and the whole humanity.It is a road to deeper and farther cultural roots.