Find The Light Of Heart From The Back

This dissertation is my own metaphysics,which is about sorrow of human and nature.Phenomenon is on the one hand of the cosmos,while entity is on the other hand. However,I think they are the same from the bottom of my heart.Phenomenon is the face of the entity,and entity is the back of all kinds of phenomena.Phenomenon is to entity what colorful light is to sun light.Entity is infinite and immortal.It jumps across every time and space.It is free from all sorts of bondages.On the contrary,phenomena are in the limit of time and space.All of vivid things are bound to extinguish and pass away.When I meditate it,my heart is full of nothingness.How do we solve these problems once and for all? I try to find the way that connects existence with nothingness.Whether a matter can come back to immortal or not depends on whether it finds the way that connects existence with nothingness.It dosen't necessarily go back its source.As an objective matter in the world,human is under the circumstance that all other matter face up to.How can we go through the gloom that was given us when we were born? We must use the method that all other things use.What is more,we must use some unusual methods.