| Anxiety is one of the basic connations of existence. Feiming anxious self is induced to form by childhood traumatic memory and confliction between self and world in the realistic circumstances.As symbol of anxiety, Feiming novels reflect his ontic, moral and spiritual anxiety.It is the main intrinsic dynamic and value orientation of Feiming novels writting to overcome individual anxiety for existence. Writting is the metaphysics means for Feiming to resist the anxiety. At concrete level ,his novels build the unique world like dream by instrospecting childhood and hometown , adopting children angel of view and appling poetic quality words.Bridge is the ultimate attainment of dream that Feiming builds . It is a verbal Utopia with the spirit of aesthetic and basis of which is spiritul source deriving from the tradtional culture. But it contains the elements of self-dissolution. The final collapse of Utopia brings his new anxiety.The biography of Mr. Mo-Xuyou is central reflect and extensive eruption of Feiming anxiety for existence, as a text of "schizoid" ,whose protagonist narration and words are all split.At last, he finds the self-affirmation courage after converted to tradtional morality in Mr. Mo-Xuyou after traveling by air. But he also stops the step to inquire self-existence, that is both salvation and degradition.It is the distinctive character of Feiming anxiety that it all along aims at self-affirmation of individul self compared with other modern writters' anxiety, for example Shen-Congwen's and Luxun's. |