Falling Feather, Wandering Lifelong

In the contemporary literary world, Xu Xiaobin is an eccentric writer. Her creative was quite abundant, but she didn't get into the literary mainstream; She always focusing on women's survival and fate, but never thought of herself as a feminist writer. However, all these do not affect her as a female's self-consciousness and a writer's sense of responsibility, with her wise to write women's history, express their inner confusion, anxiety and struggle, and construct a female mysterious space by real, persistent, sensitive, loneliness, pride, secret souls. The witness of human life, the feeling to expose the real meaning of life, the depiction of reality, the meaning of life exploring always throughout Xu Xiaobin's creation.Xu Xiaobin mixed heroine whose temperament is unique, just like "Psychic". They are paranoid and lonely, mysterious and channeling, elegant and intelligent, beautiful and secular. Although these women have their own unique experience and life, but there are some similarities and common place. Facing the social cruelty, they have a confusion and bewilderment, already be forced to accept the historic civilization, bear pain banishment of the patriarchal society, while also face the war and damage in female. However,these strong heroine did not completely compromise, they reflect the limitation and weaknesses on their continuous growth, against the male power system. They never give up their pursuit, trying to find where the heart in, follow their inner desire with full of passion. The pursuit of enthusiasm and passion didn't give them the dawn win, instead, the despair bring them more heavy blow and oppression. The paradox of pursuit and tragic forced them to self-salvation, chose various escape route. Although these women resistance and self-salvate, their real situation do not get the big improvement, they have to undertake despair lonely, suffering when elsewhere, become spiritual rangers lifelong.