| As the important living experience of “Being-in-the-world”,Alienation Experience runs through the researcher’s lifetime from adolescence to the present.From being the “Outsider” of the world,I have struggled with this situation for years:loneliness and longing for freedom,callousness and the desire for love,the exuberance of worldly desires,spiritual transcendence and other complex life experiences.After awareness of the broaden breadth of life experience through alienation,I got a question that “what kind of experience is ‘Alienation’”? “Why has this experience always accompanied the ever-increasing significance of my existence?” Question itself means that a “Pre-understanding” has been formed through phenomenological intuition.Therefore,based on these problems,this paper attempts to show this intuition by phenomenological method which is the application of Suspension-Reduction and Inspirational Writing.The second chapter starts with the typical experience form of Alienation.With the help of popular and easy-to-understand stories,proverbs,poems and other inspiring experience materials in literature and anthropology,I describe the absurdity and indifference in the meaningless state,the loneliness,restlessness in the rootlessness state and the change of experience leading to the transcendental state.The description lay the foundation for ensuring analysis and inspiration with the hope that readers can gain perceptual intuition and have experience to rely on in the following gradually abstract analysis.In the third chapter,by describing the Alienation in many kinds of experience,the paper details the dynamic changes of Alienation Experience between The Self-Centered World(the whole of The Meaning World and The Nothingness World)and The Alterity World of The Other,which includes: alienation from The Meaning World by encountering the absurdity;wandering in the Nothingness,continuously pointing to The Meaning World,and continuously alienated from The Meaning World and pointing to Alterity;unable to enter The Alterity World by meeting The Other,and then return;at the point of returning,existing in The Elemental State and gaining Pre-Understanding.They suggest the possible breadth of the territory in existence of the Alienation Experience.The fourth chapter describes the structural and systematic whole pattern of Alienation Experience in its territory.By combining the three parts,spiritual exile,spiritual transcendence and experiential return,the study reveals that Alienation Experience has a two-way structure of “Going far/Coming back”.Based on the understanding of the two-way structure,the fifth chapter further describes the nature “Tension” of Alienation Experience: The Subject is created by the original trauma caused by The Other,in the collision towards The Other,The Subject always returns to the Self-Centered World to create itself,but The Other eternally invades everywhere,so The Subject still leaves the Self-Centered World towards The Other permanently.Therefore,the edge of transcendental experience forms a doublesided tension,which underlie the stream of experience and the stream of time,and reveals the origin of Alienated Experience as the creation of life experience.Based on the analysis of Alienation Experience,this study suggests a kind of psychological ontology which considers “What is psychology” on the ontological level and avoids fossilization of the vitality of the concept of Psychology.With the help of the basic structure of Alienation Experience,while starting with the expression that Psycho is Experience,we may seek a solid and non-rigid foundation for the concept. |