The Lonely Tour Of Passing Through Nihility

Wang An Yi is an author who pays intensive attention to people's spirit world, loneliness sense is highlighted in her description all along. She expresses the sentimental feeling in detail by exquisite words, reflects it as the general and elemental difficulty in humanity existing state. In her creation, the feeling of responding to loneliness is showed by hurt and harm primarily, then being afraid of it and taking pains to resist to it. But the paradox is that nothing can make the loneliness disappear absolutely in the course of resisting,even react to deeper isolation. Meanwhile, the lonely consciousness has become the habitat where one's mind and soul lingers and roosts on intention .Lonely consciousness is one of Wang An yi's emotional resources for writing, inspired her to discern herself in deep mind.In a sense,just fathoming loneliness helped Wang Anyi to self-fulfill, let her pass through the mentle wildness and pursue the meaning of lifeness, write down the recognition of the world and the exploring of existence.Nowaday, Wang Anyi is at easy in her writing more and more, the sense of loneliness diffuses in author's subconsciousness which is displaying in people's natural mentle attitude of diversity living state, reveals spiritual tranquility and tolerant feeling in lines on the thesis of destiny.Recognized by the paradox of loneliness, Wang Anyi understood the paradox of lifeness. As similar as to the image of Sisyphus who has being pushed the stone to the top of mountain repeatedly,it's also the predestiny for humanity to struggle and bear the nihility of existence——the meaning only lies in the course of struggling interacting to bearing and bearing interacting to struggling for lifeness. Go ahead step by step forever burden the loneliness, stand up to the paradox of existing,then acquire the Essence from nihility of Being.