The Predicament Of Existence And The Bewilderment Of Life

Educated youth literature is a special product in a specific historical period,which is closely related to the political movement and has a lasting influence till now.In order to touch the historical and humanistic core beneath the surface of writing,numerous researchers are trying to interpret the literature of educated youth literature from many directions.Compared with previous studies,this paper attempts to deeply interpret the literature of educated youth in the 1980 s to investigate how educated youth expounded the relationship between personal secret survival experience and history in different political environments and historical contexts,and how the urban-rural dual structure affected individuals This paper tries to break through the restrictions between disciplines,analyze the educated youth literature in the 1980 s from the perspective of psychology,and perspective the psychology of the educated youth literature writers through the pompous surface layer of politics.In the introduction of this paper,"anxiety","spatial anxiety" and previous research results are discussed to clarify the core concepts used in this paper.The text is divided into four parts.The first part discusses the writing representation of urban and rural spatial anxiety of educated youth.The educated youth who came to the countryside in the movement of going to the countryside often hold the grand political ideal and want to break into a broader world.However,after they came to the countryside,they found that everything was just a ridiculous farce,and the countryside could not give them the conditions to show their talents,which led to the educated youth could not integrate into the countryside.After leaving the countryside,the spatial anxiety of the educated youth is more complicated.They return to the city they long for day and night,and find that they become "foreigners" relative to the city.The city is developing rapidly,but they are still in the same place relative to the city。The second part discusses the psychological factors that form the spatial anxiety of educated youth.The policy transformation makes the educated youth face a new round of collapse and reconstruction of the ideal of life.Educated youth literature writers are constantly searching for the ultimate answer of life in self-torture and historical reality.Some of them go away,while some choose to return to the countryside to seek a reasonable annotation for their life.Even in the fate of the repeated swing,even the ideal and the belief of survival have been repeatedly converted,which in the unconscious constitute the educated youth literature writers writing anxiety source.The third part will change the research perspective and analyze the narrative strategy of spatial anxiety of educated youth based on the theory of narrate,In the days of "going up to the mountains and going to the countryside",the narrative text about the life of educated youth often appears invisible narrative,and the narrative task hides behind the text and adopts the linear narrative mode.After leaving the countryside,the feelings of the educated youth for the youth time become more complex.At this time,the narrative person leaps forward,which includes the sincere memory of the self,the reflection and understanding of life and life,and a large number of contrasting narratives appear in the text,showing the educated youth’s digestion attitude to history.At the end of the paper,the significance of the research is re-clarified by summarizing the intellectual’s spiritual journey in a special era,which is to combine the special anxiety of intellectuals with history and society,hoping to start with this and explore the deeper power behind the educated youth literature.